Those moments

The last two weekends, I taught all day classes on Saturday and yesterday I taught another all day long class. During each one of them, I had the thought run through my head that I needed to text Tom and check on him. You see, it was always my habit when I was teaching all day classes to text him on breaks and at lunch to check in and say hi or see how he was doing. I did this even before he got sick. It's just such an ingrained part of me, that I guess I will continue to have the thought run through my head for a while. When I was out of town and he stayed home, we would talk through text several times a day and on the phone at least once a day. We were one of those goofy couples that actually missed each other when we were apart lol. Now that I can't text him or call him at all, well, it's just hard.