I'm headed out later today to teach my last traveling class for a while. I've decided to stick to doing mostly webinars and maybe training at places I can go there and back in one day. Tom isn't able to travel with me all the time anymore and I know as things progress, I'm going to feel less and less comfortable leaving him at home. At this point, he can still take care of himself, but I do a lot for him because he is just so weak and tired.
Anyway, I'm feeling sad because I'm going to miss the traveling and doing so much training because it just makes me so happy. I had already missed it a lot the last few months not being able to do it because of the virus. But being home with Tom and spending time with him makes me just as happy and I want to value the time we have left together. I can't really look forward to going back to traveling because that would mean that...well you know.
Thanks for listening to my pity party today. I know I'm doing the right thing and I'm happy that I'm doing it, but I also want to acknowledge and feel the sadness.
Anyway, I'm feeling sad because I'm going to miss the traveling and doing so much training because it just makes me so happy. I had already missed it a lot the last few months not being able to do it because of the virus. But being home with Tom and spending time with him makes me just as happy and I want to value the time we have left together. I can't really look forward to going back to traveling because that would mean that...well you know.
Thanks for listening to my pity party today. I know I'm doing the right thing and I'm happy that I'm doing it, but I also want to acknowledge and feel the sadness.
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